Paternity

life is nothing more than heart ache , pain, and sorrow. I've fallen and people wanna kick me while I'm down ... and now I can say that I don't know how to rise anymore ... I feel like I've hit my rock bottom and you don't want me to rise... my whole life you've always made me feel like less than what I am to u... do u not want me? did I do something wrong or is it just hate in your heart? I wish I knew ... but whatever it is its destroying the "us" we tried to establish ... everytime I find it in my heart to love u ... you find some way to take it back so I'm giving up.... because you've left me speechless :X and I'll never talk again .... if I were someone else you'd love me to death but I think death is what you prefer for me... and as much as I want to lay down and die , I won't only because that's what you want, and I wouldn't give you the satifaction....

the love I wanted and the love I seeked

was never the love u gave to me

and although it hurts and makes me sad

Its time I must say Goodbye Dad