its not fair you treat me differently
all because of my sexuality
its not fair you throw your chains on me
to keep me from being the me you see
one day I'll escape under the moons light
and disappear into the dead of night
since you don't want me
I'll leave for eternity
your malice pushes me into dormant state
but you won't know until its too late
when I'm done,over you and no longer care
you'll realize the love is no longer there
I count down the moments until I'm free
from these emotional shackles you threw on me
never a care never a wonder never a thought in your mind
to ask yourself "is he really fine?"
able to handle anything except those "gay"
well were queer and were here
so what can I say except I'm here to stay ...
I exist, I am what I am
that you can't change
but when you call I'll be out of range
not just from your phone but from your heart too
because at that moment I'll be done with you
i wont do time for a crime not committed
treated like a slave just not bidded
locked in your jail cell i'll no longer be kept
in that cold wet place of where i wept
you remove your eyes and try not to listen
aside from your locks my soul will glisten
to shine brighter than before
i'll show you what i am, gay and more
theres that word again that scares you stiff
but it is what it is not even a myth
18, 21, even 19 too
at this point in life im not apart of you
your no longer in control ... its time I grab hold of my own soul.
your grasping torment abuses me
your logic confuses me
I walk In the rain so no one can see my tears of pain
your emotional depression made me a liar
but the drowning suppression will be your funeral pyre
because once I escape I'll never return
I'll set your heart aflame and watch it burn
you don't know me anyway
I'm a stranger in your home
before I went back to chains the streets I'll roam
I'll hold on to my happiness and keep my peace
never to return to your dementing leash!
I'm running and running, faster and faster
what are u parent or master?
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